Isn’t the way I act when you blow me off a sign that I just want to be with you? All you care about is your friends and it kills me. I sit at home and do nothing and you go out. You complain about how you wished we lived together or how you don’t want me to go home, then how come you have no problem telling me no and going out? I just don’t get it. You tell me I come first, but actions speak louder than words…

You bring up the past times that you’ve bought me stuff and say, “it isn’t good enough for you” well bullshit, it’s good enough, it’s better than enough, but when you blow me off for you friends, obviously I’m not going to be happy, it doesn’t mean what you had done for me wasn’t worth it or ‘good enough’

I’m so tired of feeling like I’m nothing to you when everything I do is for you. I wait hours to be with you and you could careless if I did or not. You don’t ask me, I always ask. I wait, I ask, I do it all. The only thing you’re worried about is whether or not you can hang out with your friends. I’m so aggravated and I’m so tired of all this.

Sorry about this, I just needed to rant.